I often wish I was like God: omniscient... to be able to be in all places, at all times, and able to love on and minister to everyone who's willing to let Him. That is until I realize how many... Continue Reading →
But there is something about this Love; something that changes in you when you come to truly understand it. This is a Love you can't escape, sabotage, or destroy. You can HATE Him... And He will STILL LOVE you. The moment I realized He's there and He's not going away... I can't avoid it and I cling to Him.
From my point of view, I was treating life like a math problem. I was weighing outcomes that hadn't even presented themselves as possibilities. I was calculating what could be the worst to happen, the best to happen, and everything in between. Oblivious to how tortured I was, I thought I knew everything and I literally knew nothing.
Maybe, if we got to know love, we wouldn't be struggling so hard to find a love that doesn't exist. But it seems we've become blind to the love all around that is so much bigger.
For my name's sake I defer my anger; for the sake of my praise I restrain it for you, that I may not cut you off. Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried you in... Continue Reading →
I can't be perfect. I've tried. Instead of defending myself against bullies, I became my own worst bully. I've beat myself up emotionally, verbally, silently, physically… and I did it over and over again for years. No abuser in my... Continue Reading →
Listen to the podcast audio version by clicking here! How many times have I told you that a plane could fall on our heads any min? 😂It's like the virus is a plane.I feel like whether the world is further... Continue Reading →
"Trusting God is all about 'feelings' because how you feel speaks to what you actually believe..." Someone said this to me recently and it was a piece to the puzzle that tied a lot together for me. Because I believe... Continue Reading →
That's my favorite thing to say these days... But God. Because He loves us so much, more than we could ever love Him, since He is literally LOVE itself. So, I envision this situation where He loves so deeply, and the majority of His kids are lost, not even thinking about Him, and hurting themselves and each other. How can I feel alone when He feels it worse than me?
Rescued Hope 